There are times whereby you feel so cluttered that nothing seems help you to free yourself.
These unhealthy clutters seemed to be there since ions ago and it has always been ignored and therefore it was allowed to be snowballed into a situation that you just cant seem to get out of.
A vicious cycle.
It just keeps on repeating itself, no matter how much you hated it.
A cycle is a cycle.
On certain good days, there would be someone who is there to share the burden.
On certain good days, there would be people there to give you good advice.
On certain good days, there would be a rainbow somewhere.
Yet good days are hard to come by...
Now its more of no matter what advice others have been giving,
regardless whom it came from.
It just seem so confusing and redundant.
What do i want?
I questioned myself.
And.. the worst is, i cant answer that.
So,
What do i want?