Recently I really feel moody and I cannot exactly pin-point what went wrong.
I no longer have that kind of feeling of waking up each day feeling happy.
I don't think it's all because of my work although work issues escalates and definitely has its part to worsen the whole situation.
I still feel that somehow its due to emotional burden.
I've forever in that trap.
As much as I tried to look around to FEEL for people who cares, I always ended up feeling disappointed.
Most of the times I realised that when I am down, there isn't anyone around to even be of a quiet presence.
I feel disappointed.
At times when I feel down, I can't help but feel that people who are important to me, aren't aware of it and I can't help but feel that I am only a side-dish in people's life and therefore was and continue to be not of a concern.
I think, I need attention.
Yells out...
Hello? Anyone there?