Wong, Dan and myself, we were just casually chatting about some of the common people that we know. We started to "analyse" these people. Some looked haggard, some looked tired, so on and so forth. So I asked Wong, what do you think of me? How do I look?
He replied, busy yet happy.
I'm rather satisfied with his answer because this is exactly how I feel.
When it comes to workload, i think its either i've gotten used to the amount of work i'm being tasked to do or, i really have a lighter workload this year. To me, up till now, though i am till busy, i can cope. And therefore i feel happier.
When it comes to marking, i'm glad to have the other 3 of them who constantly mugged and marked together with me at the airport. I'm much more efficient and effective and most importantly, not as demoralising because we're all on the same ship. And therefore i feel happier.
When it comes to personal time, i think Dan came into my life at the right timing, which gives me the extra motivation to move on. Small little surprises along the way and the breakfast sure help.Having him to accompany me in whatever i'm doing, makes the burden feels lighter. Life is indeed different with Dan around. Its good to have him around. And therefore i feel happier.
When it comes to class, i'd say that this year, some of the pupils are more motivated and they're able to auto-pilot. That makes my life easier. Explanation is also much easier. I need to give myself a good pat on the shoulder, i think i've build their foundation well. I feel good when i see them progressing steadily. And therefore i feel happier.
Indeed, i still have a few projs on hand but i'm indeed working happily.
And, i asked Wong, so how do i look like last year?
He said, angry, irritated and frustrated.(*ahems just like how Dan is this year :P )
I totally agree with him.
Perhaps i can conclude that once we've been through all those processes and experiences, it does make us more productive, confident and effective. Life as it is, always tough at the beginning.
Perseverance is indeed the key for brighter tomorrow.
What say you?
And...
How are you?
