Many times we prepare ourselves mentally that whatever changes that we are going to face, we will move on in a positive light. However, after knowing the truth, our reaction will just be totally different.
One colleague of mine has always wanted to follow her class up and strive together with them for their final lap but was not given a chance to. She teared and i know where she is coming from.
I've been requesting to go down to lower primary since i entered the school and when i didnt manage to get it i was disappointed and i continued to ask for it. Even now that i am so close to my 5C and i really love having them around, i would still want to go down to lower primary because i know myself very well that i am someone who cannot really handle my emotions well. Why plunge deeper when you know at the end of the day, we'll all part? Perhaps keeping away is my way to cope.
Perhaps i really need to learn how to handle myself.
Now that knowing that my colleague didnt get to follow her class up, it starts me thinking. If i am the one who knows that i will not be able to be with my class, how would i feel?
Will i be as upset and disappointed?
I wonder...
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