Watched a movie yesterday and somewhat i was able to relate the story to reality. The differences between men and women and how these differences in thoughts led to miscommunications and how this type of miscommunications led to the loss of opportunities and or what we commonly known as 'timing'.
We were all young once. As in for me, at my age now and i looked back, there are several things that i have regrets over and it is not possible for one to say live without any regrets, live everyday to the fullest. Somehow some of these regrets are so impactful that once in a while when we spend time with ourselves, these images will start to float around in our minds. We can never forget the kind of painful feeling no matter how hard we tried and have tried to get rid of. My friend said that its simply because i couldnt let go and therefore i cant move on. I am moving on but how is it possible for someone to let go of something that was once so precious? I guessed thats the part that my friend couldnt feel for me. I had to let go because i have no other choice. I had move on because i have to. Doesnt mean that by moving on, we are able to drop all these. It could be hidden somewhere deep within. A scar is always there and will always be there. It will only fade off but it doesnt drop off.
Have you ever tried missing someone so much that it has affected your daily routine? Have you ever be so interested in someone's life when they has got nothing to do with you anymore? Someone who has become a stranger to you without having to even quarrel with. Someone who just left your life and left your sight just so naturally. Even when you happen to bump into that person one day, the kind of feeling is still so strong yet awkward. So awkward that it is only a mere exchange of acknowledgement just by a slight nodding. Sometimes we question why relationships, true relationships are so bitter and so hard to swallow and yet the memories it has left behind is still somewhat sweet. Even if you get to live your life again, you would probably choose the same route, even when there is no ending or perhaps you know that the ending would be a tragedy.
Somehow things were so much simplier before.
You dont question.
You dont expect.
You dont worry.
You dont ...
You dont ...
You dont ...
The complexity of human's mind,
The senitivity of human's heart,
The complication of the human's society.
Things are just so different now.
If only i can revert to the time whereby i use more of my HEART than my BRAIN.
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